Ola, it's me, shamelessly submitting a new journal entry after 2 months of absence from DA. I realized that I haven't been drawing personal works as much as I used to during my first semester in college, and that I find it almost impossible to produce good assignments and nice personal works at the same time. Why is that? Do you guys have this problem too? Most of the time I do have ideas swimming around my head, but as soon as I try to draw it out on paper, I have this sense of guilt that weighs upon me, since I should be doing assignments instead of drawing personal works. So I end up making quick, random doodles in my sketch book, just parts of ideas here and there. Because of this, I start to worry about improving my composition and coloring. It's kinda annoying, guh... I wanna draw a proper picture and color it !!!! >A<

Other than that, I have to admit, I've been slacking of a lil' on college work. I seemed to have lost some of that drive that I had from before. It,s weird...I'm trying to regain it again. Now that I'm aware of this problem, I shall work harder from this day onwards!!

Also, I think I've recently realized how bad I am at thinking up long stories for manga, I really seem to suck at it. But lately, I've been itching to draw manga. I mean, it sure is a great way to improve one's skills, and it was a past activity of mine meant to help me forget about my worries in the real world. Ha...how nostalgic...I wanna draw more personal works and manga...I just need a story.., a good, unmainstream-ish story..

My holidays should arrive in about a months time, at that time, I shall draw more!!! But for now, its back to work!

P/S: Whenever I write journals, they serve more as reminders than anything else, so my journal entries do sound a lot like a monologue sometimes.

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